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" Night Visions "Written By: Debs-dragon
Disclaimer: I don't own the DBZ crew a rich Japanese man does. :) Rating: NC 17 Warnings: Lemon, PWP, angst. Notes: Set not long after the end of the Cell games. Goku has passed on and Chi Chi misses him terribly.
"Night Visions" October 2002 Debs-dragon Chi Chi tucked the blanket more firmly around Gohan's sleeping form, she ran a hand lightly over his sleeping features and brushed a stray lock of hair from his face. Once more she felt the sorrow rise in her chest as she studied the boy's face in his quiet slumber. She supposed she should be grateful that her son had returned safely, and she was; but the ache in her heart for the one who hadn't come back continued to grow. Softly closing the door she left the room and went to her own. She sighed as she removed her clothing and replaced it with a simple night-gown. Sliding between the sheets she was again reminded of just how big and cold the bed was without Goku's warm presence. A tear formed and slid from beneath an eyelid to track down her cheek. Goku.... How she missed him. A gentle being by nature and simple in his tastes. While he may not have always been the sharpest tool in the shed, everything he did was done with the best of intentions. Rolling over she buried her face in the pillow and allowed her sobs to burst forth. This was not the first time she had cried herself to sleep and nor would it be the last. The questions once more raced through her mind. Why did he have to go? Why couldn't someone else have fought this battle instead of him? Why was he always the one they turned to to defend and save the earth and its people? Her tears ran unchecked as her mind supplied the answers she already knew by heart. She had been in this situation many times before and while she understood the answers to those questions it didn't make it any easier for her to accept. Just for once she would have liked to see what life would have been like with her husband by her side. For someone else to go to the battle ground while her family stayed safe and untouched in their mountain home. That could never happen though. She had known from the first time she had set eyes on Goku that he was different, special. His destiny was already mapped out for him even if he wasn't aware of it, and knowing this she had still married him and born his children. Children.... With a soft sigh her tears slowed as she ran a protective hand over her slowly swelling belly. Her last gift from Goku. Another strangled sob made its way past her lips as she thought of the child she carried within. Goku had gone to his death without even knowing he was to become a father for the second time. Part of her was happy and part of her was angry. She was overjoyed to learn she was to bear another child, a small token to remind her of how tender and loving her husband had been, a simple parting gift of sorts. Then there was the side of her that was angry. The fact that he had gone from her life and left her with two children to raise all alone allowed the hurt to raise its head. A son that needed the influence of a father to grow up strong with good ethics and a babe that would never know the strength yet gentleness of the warriors arms as they held and soothed. It wasn't fair. She had no doubts as to her own ability to raise them. She was a good mother and they would never want for anything.... Anything other than the love of the father that one would never know and the other would forget over time. She rolled over again and felt the gentle breeze of the warm evening air as it passed through the open window to caress her skin. A shiver ran through her body as a sudden chill touched her flesh. She felt the touch of gentle fingers as they ghosted over her warm neck. Great, now she was hallucinating. She shifted her position in the bed but the sensation did not leave her body. The feeling of fingers was replaced by the wet warmth of lips as they kissed along her skin. She shot bolt upright in the bed. This could not be happening. Was her mind so torn with grief that she was willing to allow it to take over and supplement her physical desire with these teasing and tormenting sensations? She lay back down again, listening to the quiet sounds of the evening. Her eyes drooped shut and once more the lips were against her skin. She murmured softly in sleep and tilted her head to allow better access to her throat. The lips continued to ply her skin, teasing, touching, arousing. Her tired mind refused to acknowledge the absurdity of the situation, opting instead to allow the fantasy to continue. The scent of her husband that she knew so well surrounded her, filling her nostrils and registering in her mind. She moved again as she felt the gentle hands caress along her side. Her eyes fluttered open as her brain finally registered that she was not alone. Her husband was gone, so just who the hell was touching her? Eyes opened wide with shock as this thought materialized and she stared right into the ebony pools of Goku. She scooted back across the bed as she tried to come to terms with the figure before her, scared yet curious. "G..G...Goku ?" she managed to stammer out. The figure smiled. "Hello Chi Chi." "B..b..but you're ...." "Dead?" She nodded as she pulled the blankets around her form. "In a manner of speaking I am. At least on this plane I no longer exist but I do live on in the other world." Chi Chi furrowed her brow in thought. What he said made sense and yet it didn't. "I had to come back to see you again Chi Chi. I'm sorry I couldn't say goodbye to you before." His head bowed as he spoke. "I needed to let you know that while my physical being may have moved on from this world to the next that I will always be with you in spirit." Feeling the tears building again Chi Chi moved closer to him and wrapped her arms around his muscular frame. "Oh Goku.... I miss you so much." She didn't care anymore if she was hallucinating or not. They could label her as mad and call in the men in white coats in the morning but for now she was content to have her fantasy and enjoy it to the full and damn the consequences. Goku enveloped her slender form within his own arms, pulling her close to him and burying his face in her soft hair. Inhaling her scent once more he felt the love rising in his heart. She had suffered enough through the years and while he knew that she understood his reasons for having to fight she hadn't liked it but tolerated it none the less knowing it was his destiny. For that he loved her with a fierce passion. Hugging him closer less he disappear or she should awaken, Chi Chi hung on for dear life. She felt his hands stroking her back and she relaxed into his caress. Softly he soothed her trembling form with gentle touches. Feeling her relax he guided her once more to lie upon the mattress. Lying beside her he continued to hold her and allow his hands to smooth along her side. His lips returned to her neck where he began a series of teasing kisses to the pale skin. Chi Chi relaxed and allowed him to explore her body once more. It had been so long and she never wanted this to end. She leaned into his touch, encouraging him with her soft moans of pleasure. Goku's hands wandered down to the hem of her night-gown and gently tugged it up and off her body. Idly the pads of his fingers traced patterns upon the skin of her stomach and he smiled as the flesh quivered under his touch. Surrendering to her love, Chi Chi allowed the removal of her night-gown and shivered as fingers ghosted over her skin. Her own hands began their own exploration, reveling in the feeling of hard muscle sliding under velvet skin. God how she had missed this. Goku worked his hand upwards until he found the soft mound of her breast. Gently he began to massage and squeeze, delighting in the soft sounds that came from her delicate throat. Finding a pert nipple he began to torment and tease the tiny nub of flesh until it pebbled hard under his ministrations. Chi Chi's world had narrowed to the sensations her body was experiencing. Fingers roaming over her skin as they brought her passion to greater heights. She moaned softly and writhed under the touch. Wanting to feel more she sent her own hands on a journey. Reaching for Goku's shirt she tugged gently at it until it came free from his pants. Within moments it had joined her night-gown somewhere on the floor. With the hard planes of Goku's chest now bared she began a worship of her own. Every part of his skin to be touched, tasted and memorized. She began her seduction with feather light caresses drawing forth moans of pleasure from the Saiya-jin. Goku's fingers began a southward trek, over the soft skin of Chi Chi's stomach that was swelling slightly with the growth of the babe within. He paused for a moment to caress the small bump and place a tender kiss upon the skin. He smiled as he sensed the strong spirit of the child and then resumed his path. Reaching the elastic at the top of her panties he traced around before sliding his fingers underneath and burying them in the soft hair. Delicate fingers followed the path over muscle ridges to dip into a navel. Teasing lightly for a moment before they moved further downward until the barrier of cloth prevented further contact. She ran her fingers lightly around the waistband as her own pleasure suddenly increased. Goku worked his fingers through the curls and settled in-between her soft folds. Lightly he stroked as she bucked her hips in response to his actions. He felt her fingers hesitate as they worked at the waistband of his pants and he shifted slightly to allow his other hand to assist her in the removal of the offending garment. Tossing them aside he pulled at her panties and removed them to leave her completely exposed to the caress of the evening air. With the pants gone the only thing that stood between Chi Chi and her goal were the soft black silk boxers. She found the flap at the front and eased her hand inside to wrap around the stiffening flesh. Gently she stroked him, bringing him to full erection. Goku moaned in pleasure as he felt the warmth of her hand encircle him and stroke gently. His hips began to move of their own violation seeking more friction. He slid his own hand between her legs and dipped into paradise. Stroking her walls and massaging her softly as her panting began to increase. Her hand released the stiffened organ to trace downwards to the silky sac below. Cupping him gently she began to roll him around in her hand and coax more whimpers of pleasure from his throat. Lips found hers and the kiss was passionate. Pressing forward a tongue sought entry and permission was granted. The strong muscle invaded and began to explore the sweetness of her mouth as fingers continued to bring her pleasure to greater heights. Unable to stand the torment for much longer her hips began to buck as she wanted more. Sliding her hand from within the silk she placed them on his shoulders and pulled him on top of her. Understanding what she wanted Goku let his fingers wander free from their tormenting and remove his boxers. Fully exposed and hardened from their explorations of each other, he crouched between her legs. Lifting her up he placed Chi Chi's legs on either side of his own, tucking her calves back under her thighs so she rested upon her knees straddling his waist. Resting her head upon Goku's shoulder Chi Chi shivered as she felt the head of his erection press against her. Shifting forward slightly she felt him slip inside. Pushing gently Goku slipped into the warmth and moistness of Chi Chi's body. She accepted him willingly, accommodating his girth with practiced ease. Once seated to the hilt Goku began to move, rocking his hips slowly as he advanced and retreated into heaven. The feeling of Goku once more inside her body brought tears to Chi Chi's eyes as she was again reminded of just how right they were together. She molded to him perfectly as if she had been designed to. Rocking gently she let the passion build, feeding the fire and letting the flames strengthen. Goku buried his head in the juncture of her neck and shoulder as he thrust inside. The dance while primal was tender and loving. Intent on driving her to her ultimate pleasure Goku concentrated on going slow and stroking her inner walls with enough pressure to drive her over the edge. Chi Chi could feel the pleasure building. She began to return the thrusts, meeting him halfway and sending her excitement to greater heights. She was climbing and strove to reach the pinnacle. Goku ran his hands over the soft skin of her back as he sped up his thrusts. Pulling her closer to him and driving deep inside he whispered in her ear, "Fly with me." With a keening cry Chi Chi let go and embraced her orgasm as it rolled over her in waves. Her body spasmed and shook as the tsunami of sensation washed over her. She abandoned all thought and soared. The tightness of her walls as they closed around him triggered Goku's orgasm. He cried out softly as he tipped over the edge, spreading his wings and diving into the abyss he rode the currents. The last tremors passed through their sated bodies as conscious thought returned. Sliding gently from within Goku laid Chi Chi's still trembling form to the bed and curled up beside her. He stroked her stomach as they lay enjoying the afterglow. Finally recovering Chi Chi snuggled close to Goku and began to drift off, her tired mind and body succumbing to the pull of Morpheus. Goku lay for a while and studied her sleeping form. His heart swelled with the love he held for her, his wife and the mother of his children. It saddened him that he would not be there for her in body as he should, but he knew she was strong and would take care of his family. At least he would be present in spirit if nothing else. Sadly he looked at the lightening sky. Dawn was beginning to make her presence known and his time with her was short. He was lucky to have been granted this small interlude. With a tender kiss to her forehead he reluctantly pulled away and stood at the side of the bed. She sighed softly but did not wake as the warmth left her side. He leant forward and caressed he cheek pleased to feel her move into the touch. With one last kiss and lingering look at her the first rays of dawn burst forth. His being began to shimmer and with parting words of, "I love you" falling from his lips, he faded into the light of the dawn. Gentle light dancing over her closed eyelids stirred Chi Chi from her dreams. She yawned and stretched and then returned to earth rapidly. Her eyes scanned the bed but she was alone. The place where Goku used to lay was cold and empty. A sob caught in her throat as she realized it had all been a dream. Shaking her head she admonished herself for allowing her grief and desire for the one she loved to have driven her to such delusions. She took a moment though to reflect upon the night. It had felt so real. She could still feel his fingers upon her flesh, still feel his lips upon her own. His scent was contained within her nostrils and the feeling of him inside as he made love to her still lingered. Sighing again she moved to get up and felt the pull of the sheets against her naked skin. Her eyes narrowed and a frown creased her brow. She had worn her night-gown to bed, that she was certain of. So why then was she naked, her night-gown in a crumpled heap upon the floor? Had it been a dream or not? Sliding her legs to the side of the bed she sat for a moment and thought. She felt happy and sated. Maybe it hadn't been a dream. As she moved to get up so she felt the stickiness between her legs and sat down again abruptly. Her mind raced to process the information. Turning again to the empty bed she saw something she had failed to spot before. There on top of Goku's pillow sat a single red rose, it sparkled with the diamond drops of dew still fresh upon it's velvet petals. Reaching across she plucked it from its resting place and held it close. She didn't care whether it had been a dream or not. For the first time since she had learned of Goku's death she felt light and happy. The grief taken from her and replaced with the knowledge that even though his body was no longer with her his spirit was always watching over them. She smiled as she prepared for the day ahead. ~ FIN ~ |
